Yeah Finally The 100th Post!!!!

Being the 100th Post of my blog I'm Conciously making this one a personal and spiritual one.

As everyone following this blog knows that I'm reading "A New Earth" in correspondance with Oprah classes which is on TV every Monday night.

I was following "The Secret" before this. I am positively conceptualizing my life then and positively attracting great things into my life. Ater releasing most of my negative thoughts and actively thinking great positive thoughts and then attracting great life. My Life is changing and getting better and better.

But after a while although the life is getting better. I've comes to a bottle neck where I'm content yet still deep inside I find that I'm still having fear. And I know that fear could expand and further later block my sight of my current life again. and eventually I might get back to my old life.

So I realise that this is something deep inside. of my previous OCD, of my uncontrol thoughts.
So In the event, to not put this into an ideology. I've again have faith that the solution will come at the suitable time and it does.
The solution has come in the form of this book. "A New Earth" by Echart Tolle
I don't know whether how many people have been like me. I always knew there's this thing called Big Love and the Love that is so big that could be given to the world. then my real life doesn't lead me there and some where I ended up into this small secluded condition where I'm all by myself in this "small me". This book have coinside with the realization that I gain with "The Secret" and help me further my spirituality which is to explain how I can actually "handle" my own ego. the self awareness I am, all this while is nothing but a mere illusion of ownership of my ego of that somethings or idea are my own. and when I release the thought or ego that all the idea I have in my mind or things I have around me is mine. I...... felt free. simply to say that to have selflessness I found myself. Without obsessing with what I have and thinking how I'm so proud of owning it. Instead of feeling not enough. now I felt content with enjoying the beauty of this things around me. the beauty of the person in the picture, the beauty of the music, I can lose myself in the sea of melody again. I can enjoy every aspect of a story in a movie more. this feeling is so fresh and renewing.
Finally the last chapter of this release is here. I can finally Let Go and truly be free.
I'm not saying that everyone should just let go and sell all their belonging and you can be happy. there is no "should" here. there's no action any everyone must take. I am saying I myself have the feeling of freedom and I can let go of whatever other people idea was of me and the most important thing, now I can let go of what My idea of myself is and really live a True Life. that is living and experiencing what I'm living and experiencing Now.

For I'm not a teacher, nor am I higher than anyone. no judgement just what I saw in cause and effect. For the universe holds the truth and we all have access to this universe simply by existing in this space. so I hope all of you could enjoy it as I have been this year and realizing that we are people that can rise above adversity and gain life. for life is within you, me and us all. we simply have to dig within to gain access and let go and let the world inspire us.

so if anyone is inspired by where I am now then you can start taking the journey with the book.
but if you think it's not gonna work or you think you are better and not planning on going on any spiritual changes Now, then don't. I'm just sharing my experience.

and for unhappy people reading this or angry people reading this or depressed people reading this and looking for freedom and changes? then I'm saying you might want to look into this.


And here I wish all of you great luck, Great Life, and Love and peace