Peace of mind and the undeniably possibility the world brings.
After one year of improvement, looking back I realise that it is merely a mirage. The hatred, the anger, the disappointment, the inferiority, the dullness, the boredom.
Life is what we think it is and in certain time it is so much more. This is no more a mere prayers of the desperate. I am not and never is a desperate person. Because there are nothing to be desperate about. It’s is just a trick of the mind. All the whining, all the complaining, all the frustration, is just an imagination.
Because throughout the year, I have not got angry are parking, I have not been angry at traffic, I have not been afraid, I have not been frustrated. No, I’m not a saint. I’m not saying not ever I didn’t feel any of it. I’m saying, they didn’t bother me anymore and cause a hell-bound dilemma for 356 days out of 365 days on the year.
Life is much more light-hearted, literally lighter.
Of course there’s still somemore work to get onto, like my enthusiasm level on certain things or how to regulate the happiness.... HAHA!
It is a funny thing when you dun get what you want you’d get something better in a couple of hours later. When you just wait and be patience, you’ll see a ray of sunshine that just appear in front of you and you find the day, the clouds, the sky turning orange and full of life and the calm as a cool day to light blue, breezy and calm. Life simply worth living a bit longer then.
Then the tree leaves that falls on your shoulder suddenly meant more than dirty dropping but the transfer of the tree’s feeling and sensation and excitement for the winter to come.
The rain simply cleanse our skins than the usual soggy, wet stickiness. It’s refreshing and wakening and touch of the angel’s tears.
It is really strange now. Even the same situation, condition, to the same person it become much more meaningful, positive, enthusiastic, after one year of baptism of the control and let go.
Everything just clears up. You see your own self in others and you sighed, “So that’s how I am before this. How stupid, childish, ridiculous that I’d think that way. It meant nothing at all. Even after I say it out, right after that instance I felt like that. HAHA!”.
I wish that everyone would truly able to see what they are doing. It is just so much interesting. The truth, the endless joy that life offers, the grace that God show us in every being, every fibre of the being with every second and every turn of the world. It’s just undeniable, the most amazing possible that we simply choose to be cloak from by our own mind.
Peach, Truth, Love and all within and without. I wish you all the Best.
After one year of improvement, looking back I realise that it is merely a mirage. The hatred, the anger, the disappointment, the inferiority, the dullness, the boredom.
Life is what we think it is and in certain time it is so much more. This is no more a mere prayers of the desperate. I am not and never is a desperate person. Because there are nothing to be desperate about. It’s is just a trick of the mind. All the whining, all the complaining, all the frustration, is just an imagination.
Because throughout the year, I have not got angry are parking, I have not been angry at traffic, I have not been afraid, I have not been frustrated. No, I’m not a saint. I’m not saying not ever I didn’t feel any of it. I’m saying, they didn’t bother me anymore and cause a hell-bound dilemma for 356 days out of 365 days on the year.
Life is much more light-hearted, literally lighter.
Of course there’s still somemore work to get onto, like my enthusiasm level on certain things or how to regulate the happiness.... HAHA!
It is a funny thing when you dun get what you want you’d get something better in a couple of hours later. When you just wait and be patience, you’ll see a ray of sunshine that just appear in front of you and you find the day, the clouds, the sky turning orange and full of life and the calm as a cool day to light blue, breezy and calm. Life simply worth living a bit longer then.
Then the tree leaves that falls on your shoulder suddenly meant more than dirty dropping but the transfer of the tree’s feeling and sensation and excitement for the winter to come.
The rain simply cleanse our skins than the usual soggy, wet stickiness. It’s refreshing and wakening and touch of the angel’s tears.
It is really strange now. Even the same situation, condition, to the same person it become much more meaningful, positive, enthusiastic, after one year of baptism of the control and let go.
Everything just clears up. You see your own self in others and you sighed, “So that’s how I am before this. How stupid, childish, ridiculous that I’d think that way. It meant nothing at all. Even after I say it out, right after that instance I felt like that. HAHA!”.
I wish that everyone would truly able to see what they are doing. It is just so much interesting. The truth, the endless joy that life offers, the grace that God show us in every being, every fibre of the being with every second and every turn of the world. It’s just undeniable, the most amazing possible that we simply choose to be cloak from by our own mind.
Peach, Truth, Love and all within and without. I wish you all the Best.
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